Who am I gonna be in 2011?

No more long lists of impossible to reach resolutions for me this year. Only 1 important resolution.

Stop being a perfectionist.

Being one has made me very impossible to start on doing what I want/ need to do. I couldn't start on something until I know that I am fully equipped to do it, which will never happen. In the end, I normally just start doing my tasks with very low confident and low expectations of the results. So what, if I had managed to get through with it? I still feel dissatisfied with my progress. 

2011: I need to learn to accept my weaknesses and strengths, take things one step at a time even if there are risks.

now, why hadn't I think of this before.. =) 

Body First session

Yesterday was my last session with my personal trainer- Zul.. Although my muscles were all still sore from thursday, I could do some cardio exercise on the cycling machine, treadmill (with slope), and stairs.. haha =D shocked myself too coz before that i needed thrice the time i usually need to go up a flight of stairs.. but after doing those cardio stuff, my thigh muscles felt quite relief, to my surprise.. lol =D

However, i couldn't do much resistance training for my legs.. ended my last session and i'm ready to move towards my target body shape! haha =D weight doesn't really matter that much, it's the toned up body, higher stamina that i want! hehe =P

well, lets see how i end up in december then.. ^^

EVness

I'm starting my degree in August 27th. BA of Psychology.

I really should give it my all, study hard, discipline myself.
Lots going thru my mind now. Lots of worries about the future, present..

Words can't describe my feelings right now. Maybe someday, it will all come clear to me and God will open my eyes to see what he wants me to become..

Moments of low self-esteem always creep up behind me after a few weeks or months of happiness/ confidence. I never know why. I just hate those moments.

well, this is me..

~till then, peace.

ReSuLtS....

I've gotten my results.... not what i wanted but at least i'm done with HMC!! haha =D

Got "Pass" for Stats and human comm... Thank God! I was like a blind person in a dark room studying stats.. had no idea what i was learning... i was worried sick that i'm gonna fail it and stay back at HMC.... well, i passed and i'm happy! =)

"credit" for Psych. kinda disappointed but nothing can be done.. need to work hard in my degree..

I'm planning to join the august intake.. almost 5 months of break is kinda extreme but the May intake is starting in one week so can't go for that now.. besides, I've made lotsa plans... like going for trips (which i won't be having any once i'm at Help U)..

So... my results in the 1st sem has a major difference between the 2nd and 3rd one... hehes =P i was too excited when i just started.. so of course was hardworking la... haha...

To all of my HMC friends.. hope that you guys get what you want in life in the future. Keep in touch!! =)