I think almsot everynight back here at my hometown can be labeled as "emo-time"... When i'm not watching tv or talking to anyone, sitting alone in my room, going online.... makes me think alot about everything..
I realise that i'm a person that needs a lot of privacy or in other words, i need a big personal space compared to other people. I managed to downsize the space i needed to have between me and other people, whether physically or emotionally. however, it's still bigger than most people.. maybe it's because i'm more of an introvert, as according to my psychology for personal development textbook.. Well, to anyone who's reading this, i hope you understand it coz i may get upset over some petty things that invades my privacy..
Another thing i've discovered is.... No one ever seems to initiate a chat with me in msn... it's always i'm the one who starts the conversation or they had something important or boring to tell me.... i wonder why?? it really saddens me that none of my friends ever thought of me if something exciting happened to them.. maybe it's just my imagination or maybe it's true that i'm just a normal person that people dont pay attention to... there we go...emo time again...
Well, these thoughts and feelings will not affect me to give up in life.. I've gone through much major disappointments and drama in my life.. so, these just come and go once in a while ... I know that the only thing that matters is my family and my best friends.
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