Moving house

My blog had been quite dead... so now some updates..

Mom just told me last night that we're gonna sell off our house which we had settled in 10 yrs ago.. it's hard for me to accept that fact... but then, two person living in such a big house will do us no good.. and my mom has to travel 1/2 hours everyday to work, which can be very tiring for her too..

We're gonna get a house at Paka near my aunt's place and then mom also plans to buy a studio service apartment at Melawati.. it's time to move on... but i find it hard to move my legs.. maybe it's coz i'm still here at kl, and i've considered that home my own place for such a long time, if we move, i know that i won't be able to treat the new house like a warm nest where i feel safe... i wouldn't be able to show people the place where i grew up, the corner where i used to play, the place where we put our things.... i'm a sentimental person.. i know.... crying won't change reality... sigh...

I've been moving around all places all my life..kuala terengganu, kl, kuantan, kemaman, sarawak, malacca, and finally i've been able to settle in kemaman for 10 yrs, but i have to move again... i hate it... although i won't be going to stay at that house all the time..

i don't know what to do.. Hope that the buyer will treat this house like treasure.. or else i'm gonna kill him.. *wishful thinking*